Friday, April 20, 2018

Sad, lonely, empty

Well, sometimes things are too good to be true. Lidia and I became engaged, but less than 3 weeks before our wedding things fell apart. I won't discuss the details in this blog, but if you read this and ask me in private I will explain things to you. I will say that I was deceived is all.

A dear friend has taken me under her wing in SL, I wear her collar and I will just see how things develop from here. I seem to be riding lots of different emotions lately, but I am beginning to feel that I am not worthy of being loved. So many have hurt me over the years, it is very depressing.

Anyway, I am trying to move on. I have forgiven Lidia for deceiving me, and we still talk a little. I am trying to make the best of SL, though it seems to bring tears to my eyes quite often these days. I still have many good friends in SL, I would hate to lose them, so I will stay with it for now. That's about all the news for now. If you do take time to read this, please let me know. Thank you all.

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